novellhall Chapter 748 Awakened
Chapter 748 Awakened
Chapter 748 Awakened
Eva does not deny that she has a crush on Sui Guan, but after learning about his character, she now respects him at a distance, and she does not agree with what he said just now.
"Don't you think you are selfish? After all, even if your love for them is the same, but they can enjoy you alone because of your fraternity, so they have to endure the days when they can't be with you 24 hours a day? What can be shared in this world, only love cannot be shared, people are selfish!"
Sui Guan was speechless, this is something he has never wanted to think about!
After all, even if I treat everyone wholeheartedly, so what, because I can't love only one person wholeheartedly now, let alone stay by anyone's side all day long.
People are selfish, Sui Guan knows it!But now in this situation, what can I do?Now that I, Aimu, Ruojia, and Tao Jing have all developed to an irreversible point, who can abandon whom?
"I didn't think about it at first, but many things cannot be controlled by myself!"
Sui Guan felt that after talking about this topic with Ai Wa, his heart was very confused.
Seeing the state of Sui Guan, although Ai Wa couldn't bear it, but there are some things that must be said, so she said bluntly:
"Uncontrollable, it's not uncontrollable at all, it's the consequence of you indulging yourself, human desires are always the most difficult to control, as long as you make an opening, it will be difficult to get it back, you understand the truth that water is hard to get back! "
If the women in the Sui Pavilion don't say anything, then let me speak for them what they have buried deep in their hearts. If he continues to develop, according to the other party's ability and ability, the three thousand beauties in the harem are really not just kidding.
Sui Guan recalled the bits and pieces of the past. Aimu, Ruojia, Tao Jing, Qiuying and others changed back and forth in his eyes. Not long ago, even Li Ai expressed his love for him. I can't help feeling a lot.
"It seems that I really failed them. They kept turning a blind eye because they couldn't let me go, but in the end, I took their compromise as a reason for me to indulge myself !"
"If you can realize your mistakes, it proves that you are not hopeless. Moreover, I advise you not to think about it. Although I admit that I have begun to like you slowly, I absolutely disagree with you. It's possible, unless you can love me wholeheartedly!"
Although Aiwa grew up in an open country, she doesn't speak tactfully and hide her emotions like Chinese children. If she likes it, she likes it, and if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it. Her attitude is extremely firm.
Although I like Fang Yang, it doesn't necessarily mean that I have to have him. If I can't find someone who can replace him in the future, I will die alone. Ai Wa has always looked at love open.
Hearing Aiwa actually say that she likes him, Sui Guan was taken aback, and at the same time had a deep understanding of the frankness of European and American girls.
"Aiwa, I'm sorry! I can't help but want to tease a beautiful person. I hope I didn't cause any trouble to you. How I wish I had the ability to clone myself. If this is the case, it may hurt everyone It's a good result!"
But if Sui Guan was to give up other people for her sake, then he would absolutely not be able to do it. He has been firmly fixed on them all his life, and he can't do without anyone!
Distraught, Sui Guan lit a cigarette again, trying to anesthetize himself with nicotine, and then said to Aiwa: "I will not miss any of her, and I will not disappoint any of her!"
Hearing Sui Weiguan's last words, Aiwa felt a little disappointed, but at the same time, she also admired Fang Yang more. At least this man, although he was fickle, was loyal to the one he loved, and he also rejected his own love. The proposal was rejected so thoroughly.
"It's late at night, go to sleep!" After saying that, Xue Li buried her head under her quilt, preventing Sui Guan from seeing the slight sadness in her eyes.
The two had talked for too long at night around the fire, and even the burning fire had become weaker with the passage of time, and the fire that could illuminate a range of tens of meters , which has been eroded by darkness can only illuminate a few steps away.
At this moment, Sui Guan was not sleepy at all, and he was smoking one cigarette after another. Tonight's conversation benefited him a lot. Aiwa pointed directly at his heart in a sharp way, recalling the past, Could not help lamenting again and again.
He was imagining in his heart that if he had changed the way of dealing with it, he would not have so many troubles now, and there should only be one Aimu by his side!
In fact, we can’t blame Sui Guan, nor Aimu, Ruojia and others for being able to reach this point. If we want to blame, we can blame the ancient painting that made him completely change his life. If it wasn’t for this thing, Sui Guan would still be alone now , running that antique shop with no customers!
Thinking of this, thinking of the brothers who used to laugh and fight, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but he was quickly suppressed by the helplessness in his eyes. In the countryside, but my heart is the same as before, and has not been eroded in the slightest.
The long night gradually passed, and the sky released light again. Judging from the cigarette butts scattered on the ground in the Sui Pavilion, it was obvious that he spent the cold night with cigarettes as a companion.
"You didn't sleep last night?"
Eva opened her eyes, and saw that Sui Guan was still sitting in the same place as last night, not even changing his posture, and there were still cigarette butts scattered all over the floor next to him.
Hearing this, Sui Guan said lightly to Ai Wa: "For a cultivator, staying up all night is not a serious problem. Last night I had a good night of introspection, and found that now there is no better way than muddling along! "
Aiwa didn't go to answer Sui Guan's words. In fact, she didn't sleep well last night. She heard the sound of the other party's lighter "clicking" all night, and she asked him just now, just to avoid letting Fang Yang see that she also suffered from insomnia.
But who is Sui Guan, he has already discovered from her heavy eyebands that she must not have slept well last night, but he doesn't point it out, because he is not in the mood to tease Aiwa now.
The two finished their breakfast in silence, then sat on Xiong Er's back and rushed towards Dashu Village.
Even Xiong Er has already seen the anomaly between the two, the two who used to be talking and laughing now have nothing to say!
However, Xiong Er has always only cared about food, as for other things, he only pays attention to it at most, it has nothing to do with himself, and Xiong Er's character has always been like this.
Eva was extremely uncomfortable with this atmosphere, but after thinking for a long time, she couldn't find a topic to talk about, so she walked awkwardly until noon, and followed Sui Guan to pick up some firewood for cooking.
Sui Guan is still the same, since last night, he seems to be a different person, and he doesn't have the low-key behavior of the previous few days, he looks sick like a person who is not long in the world.
"Are you still thinking about what I said to you yesterday?"
At this time, Ewa finally couldn't bear it anymore, and said to Sui Guan the second sentence she said to him today, the first sentence was "you didn't sleep" in the morning, and the second sentence was the current sentence.
"No!" Sui Guan shook his head.
Seeing this, Ewa was very puzzled, since Sui Guan did not become what he is now because of yesterday's conversation, then how did he come to look like he is dead and lifeless?
So, she asked: "Then what's the matter with you? You must know that you usually don't stop talking!"
Sui Guan held back all the way, and finally said what he wanted to say.
"I think so too, but you educated me last night, I don't dare to tease you now, lest you talk to me again, and I don't know my charm, you will fall into the trap sooner or later Mine, so in order to show respect for you, I'd better not mess with you!"
It's not that he doesn't want to talk along the way, but because he doesn't know how to say it. Aiwa has already stated that there is no possibility for him, and he doesn't care if he likes it or not when his mouth is high, anyway. Fire in an ambiguous direction!
(End of this chapter)